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Amanda Jean
08 December 2009 @ 02:43 pm
Im sorry, but its my job as a girl to remeber every little thing you do and say, and then break down all of your actions and reactions, and spend all my time over thinking things and then freak out...So just be patient, and tell me Im cute and that I worry to much, a little reasurance goes a long way. Oh, and hugs are very much appreciated ♥
 
 
I'm feelin' kinda: creative
Jammin' to: Rihanna
 
 
Amanda Jean
06 December 2009 @ 01:11 pm

"You may feel alone as you're falling asleep, or every time tears roll down your cheek."

Things I hate:
Life.
Myself.
How I feel.
What I do.
What I have done.
Getting hurt by the ones I love.
When people say they are going to do something, but never do it.
People who say one thing, but do another.
People who tell you something, but tell someone else a different story.
Crying.
Feeling worthless and unloved.
Money.
The government.
Falling for the wrong people.
Love.[how many time will you stab me in the back, srsly]
Living here.
Him.
Her.
Losing touch with friends that I know actually care about me, and Tthat I care about amensly.
Goodbyes.
Trying to make new friends.[it makes me feel the folowing]
Not good enough.
Not cool enough.
Not smart enough.
Not funny enough.
Not pretty enough.
Not thin enough.
Frustrated.
anxious.
depressed.
Not getting text messages, journal comments, Facebook comments, or myspace comments.
Worrying about everyone else before myself.
Caring about what people think and say about me.
When people dont talk to me.
Being tierd.

"But I know your heart belongs to someone you've yet to meet."

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I'm feelin' kinda: blah
Jammin' to: Placebo
 
 
Amanda Jean
01 November 2009 @ 05:24 pm
I only have eyes for you....
 
 
Amanda Jean
20 August 2009 @ 08:03 pm


 

Sex complicates things.
And love isnt always the answer.
 

 
 
Amanda Jean
24 May 2009 @ 03:24 pm
 
 
I'm feelin' kinda: silly
Jammin' to: Glee Dont stop Believin
 
 
Amanda Jean
05 May 2009 @ 10:35 pm
Hey
Don't write yourself off yet
It's only in your head you feel left out or looked down on
Just try your best
Try everything you can
And don't you worry what they tell themselves when you're away

It just takes some time, little girl
You're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right

Hey
You know they're all the same
You know you're doing better on your own (on your own)
So don't buy in
Live right now
You just be yourself
It doesn't matter if it's good enough (good enough) for someone else

It just takes some time, little girl
You're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right

It just takes some time, little girl
You're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right

Hey
Don't write yourself off yet
It's only in your head you feel left out (feel left out) or looked down on
Just do your best (just do your best)
Do everything you can (everything you can)
Don't you worry what their bitter hearts (bitter hearts) are gonna say

It just takes some time, little girl
You're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right

It just takes some time, little girl
You're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right

 
 
I'm feelin' kinda: optimistic
Jammin' to: Jimmy eat world
 
 
Amanda Jean
09 April 2009 @ 12:27 am
i held you like a lover
happy hands
and your elbow in the appropriate place
and we ignored our others' happy plans
for that delicate look upon your face
our bodies moved and hardened
hurting parts of your garden
with no room for a pardon
in a place where no one knows what we have done

do you come
together ever with him?
is he dark enough
enough to see your light?
do you brush your teeth before you kiss?
do you miss my smell?
is he bold enough to take you on?
do you feel like you belong?
does he drive you wild?
or just mildly free?
what about me?

you held me like a lover
sweaty hands
and my foot in the appropriate place
we used cushions to cover happy glands
and the mild issue of our disgrace
our minds pressed and guarded
while our flesh disregarded
the lack of space for the light-hearted
in the boom that beats our drum

and i know i make you cry
i know sometimes you wanna die
but do you really feel alive without me?
if so be free
if not leave him for me
before one of us has
accidental babies
for we are ...

 
 
I'm feelin' kinda: cold
Jammin' to: Damien Rice
 
 
Amanda Jean
I wouldn't want you to want
To be wanted by me
I wouldn't want you to worry
You'd be drowned within my sea
I only wanted to be wonderful,
In wonderful is true, in truth
I only really wanted to be wanted by you
 
 
I'm feelin' kinda: full
Jammin' to: Damien Rice
 
 
Amanda Jean
22 March 2009 @ 03:17 pm
Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously.

Anything.
a story,
a secret,
a confession,
a fear,
a love,
ANYTHING.

Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post more than once, if you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.

 
 
I'm feelin' kinda: curious
Jammin' to: The Beatles
 
 
Amanda Jean
22 March 2009 @ 12:40 am
"You ever put your arms out and spin really, really fast? Well, that's what love is like. It makes your heart race. It turns the world upside down. But if you're not careful, if you don't keep your eyes on something still, you can lose your balance. You can't see what's happening to the people around you. You can't see that you're about to fall."
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I'm feelin' kinda: lonely
Jammin' to: Ani Difranco
 
 
Amanda Jean
18 March 2009 @ 09:59 pm
Decided to make a new journal.
Time for a change n' such.
used to be [info]heartsandstarsx
I'm sure you know the drill.
Comment to be added, I will add you back.
<3
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I'm feelin' kinda: creative
Jammin' to: Death Cab for Cutie
 
 
 
 

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